Friday, October 16, 2009

DEPRESSED...

Salamz...

Hai again to all.... ive been keep updating my blog nowadays...
Not because i want to Hurt sumone again... but because i, myself is hurt...

So, this is the place where i can keep myself comfortable and satisfied...
i want to let all my feelings out...it hurts when i hve to keep it in my heart...

Well im kinda depressed nowadays...
Been CRYing for three days straight...

i even Cant sleep...i always hear my mum's cries and my aunt's cries....
The people i HURT......they haunts me..
Had a bad headache everynight... Mum doesnt know about this..
dun wan werried her..

My eyes is nvr beautiful..heh~ it is swollen..ouch!
i cnt cry anymore...my eyes are dry.. no More teaRs..
But im not strong.. i cant bear wif it..

Now...im so Lifeless~
Dunno wat to do, wat to say, wat to feel....
Dreamt of KIAMAT yessterday~

Found out tat it means, u gonna die soon...aaah~
Crazyy me....

im not ready to Die... i hurt so many Hearts who love me n i love them...
haizzzz.....

i LoSt so Many in LIFE rite now...

My FaMily....
My LOVe....
n....mySELF...

There's only one thing tat cn still make me Smile and be grateful...
they are my FRIENDS~

Love u guys....
xoxoxo